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DimSum, The British Chinese Community Website

dimsum1.jpgI’ve been a subscriber to this website for a few months and it’s a great mix of news about the British Chinese Community as well as featuring articles and a lively forum for debate and discussion. There are also cultural reviews - movies, art etc - and a fiction section. It’s kinda like Fusion View but with a primary interest in being Chinese in Britain - whereas my aim for Fusion View is to explore cross-cultural experiences whoever and wherever you are, although there is obviously a Malaysian thread running through this blog, given that that is a deep part of who I am.

DimSum was founded by Sarah Yeh, out of her college thesis and it seems to have gone from strength to strength - as has her own career. The DimSum team are a dynamic mix of Chinese, Vietnamese and European writers whose skills range from media through IT to business and economics. A study earlier this year showed that Orientals are under-represented in the UK media so it’s great to see such a high-powered, highly skilled largely Oriental team making a splash on the web.

You can visit the site at http://www.dimsum.co.uk/.

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Tuesday, September 19th, 2006 at 7:30am

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Fusion Stories - 3. Fragments of Japan (Part One) by Guest Blogger: Andrew Eglinton

mugshot.jpgAndrew was born in London and grew up in France. His background is in theatre, particularly playwriting, and he has just returned to London from five years away in Japan to complete an MA degree at Goldsmiths College in Writing for Performance. Visit his blog here.

Andrew writes:

I returned to London in 2005 after an ‘extended’ séjour in Japan. Like many foreigners in Japan, I worked as an English language teacher. At first I was based in Yokohama but then I struck lucky with a Monbusho scholarship offer and I moved to Arakawa Ku (north east of Tokyo). I studied Japanese language at the University of Tokyo for six months before going on to do research on minority issues in contemporary Japanese theatre. I choose to focus on a specific theatre company based in Osaka, called Gekidan Taihen (you can read more about Taihen here).

Upon my return home I was a little worse for wear, lessons learnt and when meeting old friends I felt stripped of my youth. In fact, my youth, is probably still there now, wandering the streets of Tokyo, waiting for life to happen. London has become the adult in me, and trite though it may sound, I’ve come to appreciate the ‘here and now’ of life in this city, more so than the ‘bubble’ that was sometimes life in Japan. What follows here, are certain fragments from Japan, episodes from a trip that lasted almost five years.

Shinjuku

I remember stepping out of the hotel onto a boulevard flowing with orange taxi cabs, pavements lined with bare black cherry trees and women carrying umbrellas like shields from the sun. I stopped at the crossing to see the Shinjuku skyline taper off to my right. Its high-rise offices, commercial buildings and shopping malls, a familiar scene shown ten times over in recent films and photographs. What caught me off-guard though, lay just a few yards behind this grand façade and I call it the ‘labyrinth’ of pedestrian Tokyo: a criss-cross mêlée of dark and narrow streets, wood against concrete, gentle shop banners (nōren) in soft aubergine and the entire canvas punctuated with shocks of neon light. And in the stream of bodies, each with its own tone and cadence, I could hear the sound of waves – not water of course – but thousands of feet echoed in the cracks and gutters, peaceful not chaotic. I spent a good deal of time observing people walking in Tokyo and the sensation I had that evening in Shinjuku would return several times as the years unfolded.


Whale Music

Y. Junior High School, seemingly just another suburban school aspiring to national standards: the same old 1980’s prefab concrete, the same old dusty baseball ground, the well-ordered staff car park, the morning chatter by the shoe lockers, but on the inside it was gang land. The worst was the second floor, home to three 3rd year boys, one of whom was supposed to have connections with the local yakuza, although that was never confirmed, not that it mattered because the myth thrived and the more intimidating the story the wider the influence. These boys were not your average school bullies, they were organized, militant and they devised elaborate plans to topple the establishment. Quite a few of the teaching staff openly admitted to being afraid, and on several occasions, like this one, it was fear with just cause. The irony, of course, is that these youths were in school to learn – not math, history and chemistry like everyone else – but the art of crime.

One morning in winter, I was happily preparing for class over a cup of coffee when the shout went up and three male teachers (including the two gym teachers) burst into the corridor and ran up the stairs only to return minutes later with the math teacher trembling in tears and one of the infamous trio restrained and bundled into the principal’s office. Much to the horror of his fellow class mates, he had threatened the teacher with a knife. The police arrived and the boy was ‘officially’ sent home for the day, and in accordance with school rules he was back the next morning – strange though it may seem, in Japan teachers are deemed responsible for minors rather than parents or police.

Following that incident, the art teacher, in an attempt to restore some sense of normality to the place, suggested that for the first fifteen minutes of every school day ‘soothing’ music should be played over the tannoy system. When asked by colleagues what kind of music, she replied: “whale music”.


Banzai

15th July 2003, 4:30 pm: my last day at school after two years of teaching. I was at the main entrance to W.N. Junior high school. I removed my indoor shoes and stood awkwardly on top of them while trying to put on the outdoor pair from the shoe locker. The entire teaching body was lined up at the threshold watching me. With my footwear finally sorted, I looked up at the row of smiling faces and in my best Japanese extended my thanks and appreciation one last time. The general hubbub of greetings was cut short by the stern voice of the head teacher. He invited his colleagues to partake in what he called a ‘traditional’ farewell greeting, and I was suddenly watching fifteen people swing both arms in the air and shout ‘banzai’ three times over. Time seemed to stop at that point, the body of teachers froze, arms extended and mouth open, and all I could think of was how little I really knew of Japan.

Written by Fusion View Guest Blogger: Andrew Eglinton

Part Two will be posted in two weeks time on Thursday 20 July 2006 after 8.30am.
You can contact Andrew via his blog Desperate Curiosities - click here

Next week, Fusion Stories takes the form of a podcast, with an interview with Pey Colborne, aromatherapist and poet.

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Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Thursday, July 6th, 2006 at 8:30am

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Life’s Like That Blog by Lydia Teh, Malaysia

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Lydia Teh is a journalist and contributes to The Star daily newspaper in Malaysia. Her blog Life’s Like That is at http://lydiateh.wordpress.com/ - it includes some her articles on Use of English and exclusive blog items on life in Malaysia as well as book reviews and discussions on writing and blogging. She writes very well and many of her posts have made me laugh. She was also a fan of Donny Osmond and writes about how she can still remember the lyrics of his songs after all these years - scarily, so can I!

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Tuesday, May 30th, 2006 at 10:00am

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Wandering Scribe Blog

THE WOMAN

A homeless woman has been blogging about her life, living in her car in the UK at http://wanderingscribe.blogspot.com/ .

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She has a law degree and writes about how she has tried to maintain her dignity while being homeless, making sure she showers when she can and dressing well in spite of her circumstances. She writes matter of factly and honestly. And there are moments of triumph and beauty to relieve the relentless struggle.

THE NEWS STORY

Her blog has been picked up by thousands of readers and also by the media - see an interview with the BBC at   http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/4923488.stm

THE BOOK DEAL

She now has a book deal and I am sure many of her readers, like me, hope that this will be a positive step in getting her out of her desperate situation.

THE AUDIENCE PARTICIPATION

What has been curious has been the hundreds of comments by her readers, some of them apparently quite abusive, after the BBC told the world about her story. People criticized her for inconsistencies in her posts and passed judgement on her decisions - then more people rose to her defence and the comments section became a forum for heated debate between her defenders and her critics. And while she is struggling with her own tough circumstances, she has had to play arbiter and sort out their squabbles and deal with their judgements!

At the end of the day, she is just someone who has found herself in a dire place by a combination of error, bad choices or judgements and bad luck. She has weaknesses and uncertainties as well as courage and strengh - just like anyone else. She is alone in her car with no immediate support network of friends or partner or family that most of us rely on to help us through the tough times and to talk through decisions we make. She started the blog for herself, writing it in public libraries, and perhaps to reach out to others in her isolation.

Now, it is as if these readers who came to her via the BBC news story see her life and blog like just another reality TV show where they can give/ deduct points for her actions on some virtual scoreboard or vote her in or out of the game by calling/ writing in to her "show".

THE MONEY THING

One of her readers suggested she could ask for donations by readers via PayPal the online payment system. After some debate with herself, she decided to put a PayPal button on her blog. This seems to have been the trigger for all the ugly debate.

A lot of ordinary people (ie those with homes and lives like you and me) in America, Australia and elsewhere have blogs where they have a PayPal button. Readers are not forced to pay but if you like the blog and want to support the blogger, it’s up to you when and how much you drop in this virtual "tip jar". Not unlike dropping pennies into a busker’s hat. But some people felt that she was exploiting the news story about her plight to make a quick buck.

Um, hello? It’s OK for people to choose to go and make a public spectacle of themselves on reality TV and become celebrities and then make thousands, if not millions, in TV gigs and book deals but she’s judged for asking for a few pennies? It’s OK for writers to write books and be paid for it but it’s not OK for a homeless blogger to ask for voluntary donations? It’s OK for people with "hard luck" stories to earn huge sums for their memoirs so long as it’s in book form and it all happened in the past but it’s not OK for someone going through the tough time right now to ask for voluntary contributions to a live blog?

My take on it is: good on her for spotting a good business opportunity. That’s what we all do in our daily lives, isn’t it? Go for a better job, make that deal, switch to a cheaper mortgage, hunt out the best prices. That’s all about having more money left in our pockets and comes from the same instinct of survival.

It’s easy for us all to judge and pontificate - even as I am doing this now on my blog - while we have a home and live our own lives and read her blog out of curiosity, voyeurism, sympathy or whatever. Give the girl a break. She has to live her own life and work out the best thing to do for herself - just like we have to do for our own lives - notwithstanding the whole world putting in their tuppence worth (pun intended).

pic from flickr by b.e.n.; non commercial use only, no derivations

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Friday, May 26th, 2006 at 8:10am

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Woman battles book dependecy problem - Bibliobibuli Blog

Bibliobibuli at http://thebookaholic.blogspot.com/ is Sharon Bakar’s blog on everything to do with books and creative writing. She is a British writer who has lived in Malaysia for 20 years and feels at home there - sort of like a counterpart to me (I’ve been in the UK for 30 years and feel at home over here). She blogs on books she has read - and seems to go through one every couple of days! - and on creative writing: as a creative writing teacher, she has many useful and interesting tips etc. Her blog also reports on what’s happening in the creative writing/ arty scene in Kuala Lumpur.

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Wednesday, May 24th, 2006 at 9:52am

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Bimbo Publishing

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Publishing industry commentator and writer, Jai Clare, coined the phrase Bimbo Publishing on her blog "The Cusp of Something" to refer to books by people who don’t write for people who don’t read sold by the truckload at places that don’t sell books - ie celebrity books sold at supermarkets. Read the whole post at http://jaiclare.com/blog/2006/05/13/real-writers-against-bimbo-publishing/

Many "real" writers - ie those who love reading and writing and literature - would surely froth at the mouth at the vast advances paid to the "bimbo" authors while "true" literary gems are advanced laughably small sums. Whenever writers get together, we always moan about the publishing industry - and there are many blogs by writers baring the heartache and torment of their attempts to get their books published. I like the post by the writer who calls himself the Miss Havisham of writing - he sits alone and waits for the letter to come accepting his manuscript but receives only rejection after rejection. Read his post at http://markpettus.blogspot.com/2006/05/great-expectations.html

But maybe the fault lies with us, the writers. The personality type that turns naturally to writing is someone who prefers to observe than participate, who analyses way too much and who is generally insecure and withdrawn - or maybe that’s just me? No, seriously, it takes a certain type of person to choose to spend months and even years on end alone with imaginary characters in an imaginary world. Our greatest moment of genius may occur when we are sitting very still, alone. Who is there to see it and do the Mexican wave at our triumphs? Compare that to a moment of genius on a football field or singing an aria live on stage or throwing a tantrum on a reality TV show, watched by millions around the world. All those millions of potential book buyers….

The reason the "bimbos" get those vast advances is because their books are virtually pre-sold. It takes a certain talent to claw your way to celebrity stardom or to be the top of your sport - showmanship talents that we writerly types may not naturally have. Their readers are fans of the person not the book - they want a piece of that celebrity and they read Hello magazine for the same reason: to get a glimpse into that person’s life. The trouble about being a "real" writer is that the life of our imagination can sometimes be more exciting than our "real" life!

So, I wonder, is there a case for making writing more of a spectator sport? Would there be an audience for a Big Brother house comprised only of writers? Would Writer Idol - where writers appear on stage to write and read their novels - be entertaining enough? Will there be a media-hungry writer one day who will write his/ her novel in a glass cage suspended over the Thames…?

PS. Just when I thought things couldn’t get any worse: I was on my way home from work last week and in London Bridge station was a young man trying to give away a stack of books. Commuters were rushing past him and he had a look of desperation about him. I thought it was one of those promotions where you get a copy of the latest romance novel with Bella magazine or whatever. But as I got closer I heard him saying, "It’s a novel my friend wrote. All I ask is a 1p donation."

My heart breaks…

pic courtesy of purpleslog (flickr)

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Monday, May 22nd, 2006 at 9:33am

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Desperate Curiosity Blog

Desperate Curiosity is Andrew Eglington’s theatre and writing blog at http://writerspace.net/ - Andrew is a playwright, photographer and writer who has lived in France and Japan and is recently back in London. He writes theater reviews and showcases some of his writing. I particularly like his photos which pick out details in an ordinary scene so that you pause and think: I never saw it like that before. I also like his "observations" in the Archive section where he does with words what his photography does with pictures.

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Sunday, May 21st, 2006 at 9:43am

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Birmingham Words (Website and Blogs)

Birmingham Words at http://www.birminghamwords.co.uk/
- is a hub for readers writers based in the Birmingham and Midlands area, UK. It has news and articles as well as members blogs.

Birmingham Words is an online community for readers and writers. The site has two main aims:

  • To build community between writers, readers and all those who love words.
  • To publish on-site articles, reviews and criticism as well as new writing and artwork in our Birmingham Words downloadable pamphlets.

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Thursday, May 18th, 2006 at 10:00am

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Benjamin Yeoh’s Blog

Benjamin Yeoh at http://www.benjaminyeoh.com/ - A British-born playwright and creative artist.

Ben Yeoh’s third play, YELLOW GENTLEMEN, has recently won Arts Council backing and will be performed at the Oval House Theatre in 2006. His latest play, ON THE EVE OF THE COLLAPSE, has been commissioned for a reading at Soho Theatre by Talawa. He initially trained as a behavioural neuroscientist at Cambridge, before studying play writing and dramaturgy at Harvard. He has participated in various new writing programmes and workshops (Royal Court, Soho, Paines Plough, Talawa, BBC radio); his first play, LEMON LOVE, premiered at the Finborough Theatre and his second LOST IN PERU was at Camden People’s Theatre

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Tuesday, May 16th, 2006 at 11:32am

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Love and Poison

POISON

This month in Japan, the court sentenced the girl who poisoned her mother and blogged about it on her weblog. The report in the US-Japan news site CrissCross can be seen at http://www.crisscross.com/jp/news/371451.

The police have taken down her blog from the web but back when she was first arrested in 2005, The Times, London managed to get hold of some extracts. They make creepy reading - see - http://www.timesonline.co.uk/article/0,,3-1854972,00.html

The girl was apparently inspired by the diaries of Anthony Holden, a British serial killer dubbed the Teacup Poisoner.

DIARIES

Writing a diary is a curious semi-private, semi-public act. A diary is often confessional, as if written to an intimate friend of the heart, and a record of the facts of one’s life. We might write things in our diaries we would never tell anyone. And at the same time, a diary threatens to expose us for the very fact that it is an object that may be discovered by others at any time.

I used to write intermittently in a diary. It was usually when I was down or depressed or lonely - as if in those times, no-one would understand me but the implacable empty page. It helped me churn through the angst. But at the same time, those rows of journals make me cringe with embarrassment, shame and humiliation when I think what fragility and sadness might be discovered in those pages.

When things are fine and I am engaged in the living of my life, I don’t have the time or the desire to coop myself up using up precious time in the recording of my life - so there are huge gaps and reams of blank pages. Any biographer sifting through my scrawl would only see the blue me and not the me that is chirpy and getting on with my life.

Other people write diaries for posterity and with the intention that they should be read by others some day.

Whether you write a diary for private use, like me, or for wider purposes, the eyes of others always hover in the background.

WEBLOGS

Weblogs (or blogs) started out as online journals. But the difference is that anyone can read them more or less in real time. There are many millions of blogs online at any given time now. Some people use them still as private diares. Others as diaries shared among a small group of friends. And others, like me, use it as an open letter to a large group of like-minded people.

The girl in Japan was found to have psychological problems. I wonder if her blog was a solace, a place where she could find comfort and understanding in a life that no-one else understood. Online, even as you sit in your private space, you bear your soul to millions of others who may happen upon your thoughts at any moment. Perhaps in the heart of loneliness, that can be a deep comfort: that she might be known and understand somewhere by someone, even if it is a stranger she will never meet or know.

What is love after all but to be truly, deeply known by another? And our need for love drives many of our actions.

LOVE

It’s interesting that the comments and debate on the forums arising from this case have focused on the inability in Japanese culture for people to say "I love you" to each other - see http://www.crisscross.com/jp/news/371238.

At an instinctive level, we all know that this - the need to be loved and also, to show our own love - lies at the heart of everything, in any culture and in any place in the world - and yet, why does it always seem so hard to remember just at the point that we need to make that connection?

So, it will not surprise me if we find more and more of such disconcerting confessionals or records on the web. In this digital age, the web is the place that many people already turn to first for many things - whether it’s finding a restaurant or someone to love. Its peculiar characteristic is to be both a public meeting place and a private inner space. And while there are troubled hearts in the real world, here on the web is where we will also find them.

Posted by Yang-May Ooi on Saturday, May 13th, 2006 at 4:29pm

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